Friday, March 27, 2009

irresistable guilt


Aaaaaa.... I have never felt so guilty for quite some time.. and I never feel regret or guilty if I shop.. and TODAY!! I feel damn guilty..because I spent again.. when I had told myself not going to spend at least until end of this month!!! WTF... I am such a loser.. or at least I feel that way... aaarrghh...spending money is like an addiction..spending money, shopping, both in one packet..
I can't never really keep my finansial on stability.. sigh~ just need to let it out though.. I feel so disappointed..damn it!! This is called a "guilty pleasure" I suppose.. it feel so good but yet so bad all at the same time... urghh~
I seriously should consider saving money..seriously!!! as in serious seriously... *finger crossed*
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