wedding??

I attended wi's sista wedding bck in Medan 20th may. It was super crowded..n I was so happy to b a part of it. I wish them a longlasting wedding til death do they apart, the very best upon their future with great fortune n great babies. hehe.
During the whole wedding party, I was enjoying myself, getting the feel. Will I be that person one day..how would i feel, how's my wedding gonna be.. all sort of things rushing in my mind. all I can think of was how I wan my wedding dress to be.. hahahha. I will have a white chiffon dress,with a lot of layers..dreaming..dreaming.. hahaha.
if Wi is the one to b..then he is the one to b.. I leave it up to God to decide.
I love him, no doubt about tat. I knw he is too, even more than I do. ;)



when you talk about wedding, it is just all sort of feelings...I think Im not ready yet..Im looking at least another 4 or 5 years. Marriage is not easy, not just putting on a wedding gown n tats it!its all sort of responsibilities, in which I myself think that I cant afford yet. its once in a life time!! Im not being materialistic, but I do want stability. Love is the main thing of coz.. but we need others to at least complete it. like wat Tim Gunn fr Project runway alwex said,"make it work,designers." we need supporting things to make it work. agree wit me,dontcha?
I wan a perfect wedding of my own. I will prepare every single detail n play in every part of it, enjoying every single moment of it as I go thru. I will have it..in a few years.. hahhahahha. Im mature now i guess..Im talking about wedding.. omg..
I would love to attend my friends wedding, guys..plis go 1st..dun wait up for me yaa.. hahahhahaha

xoxo,
the-todally-in-luv-girl

dreamalittle

suddenly feel like blogging b4 i go to bed.. it's 5 am in the morning.. i just finished some stuffs for ezlina's cls..suckk as alwex.. ;P
earlier this day i went out to ikea wit carmen,indra and tepo. then we visited their sista's + family.. their nephew n niece were sooo cutee.. remind me of gilbert (my baby cousin, pic refer to previous blog) dunno how am i when im goin to b mother next time.. hahaha.. i wish to be like indra's sista, who is stil so hot n sooo pretty n stil hv lots pairs of shoes!! me n carmen actually counted, n OMG.. (she rawks!!) hahahahha LOVE LOVE LOVE SHOES!!!
then we came bck n i was teman-ing carmen picking up her auntie fr NZ. when suddenly, she got the reply fr Swinburne. i was stunned for 1sec, i knew for sure she was goin to b accepted (with o without the offer letter coming). she was jumping outta joy!! im sooo happy for her..she's pursuing her dream soon!! hehehe.. im sad of coz..we hv been togetha for like omg..since sem1. how am i supposed to go thru next sem without her. no idea laa.. but i cant say dun go..it would b selfish! just wishing her all the best.. stupid girl, u better do damnnnnn good in Swinburne i tell u..!!! or else... diee... hhehehhehe. im so gonna miz her around.. no more twosome, no more breakfast-lunch-dinner-supper. but wat to do.. :(
eh,lets go shopping soon!!! coats, jackets, boots, waiting..waiting.. hahahhahah
(i knw she's looking 4ward to it more than the leaving itself)

i wish i can go UK too..freakin expensive dream.. i'll keep on dreaming my little sweetdream.. though i wanto, but i cant. hahahha

xoxo,

family reunion

supposely.. this blog is for 18th of may. but since tat i was in the suburb with no internet connectn..pls mind me.. hehe.
it was the celebration of my great grandma's 91st bday... it was a big party of togetherness..the whole big family was there. so..wish my grandma all the best n good health n faith n luck in the whole wide world.. hopefully she'll still have a long time to come..n we can still held her bday celebration when i already hv my kids around.. lol..
loph ya..!!


cutting the cake..




family


the naughtiest-but-i-love-the-most cousin

xoxo,

invaders.of.ma.bday.

I AM 21!! LEGALLY LEGAL!!! AHAHAHHA
happy bday to mee!!!!!!
im really reaching the age where im supposed to be called a WOMAN!! darnn..
LOL..
im todally speechless about wat had just happened. better see the pics for yourself!!
LOVE YOU GUYS THE MAX!! hahahahhaha.
carmen, nancy, eriqa, sara, indra, kiki, kania, sasha, phi, eche, yuli n ewic. and all those who had wished me... my hugs n kisses!!
my deary..love u, though u couldnt b here. im seeing u soon.. muach!!
im a lil bit disappointed, coz my dad didnt wish me!!im goin to scold him to the max!n my stupid idiotic brother as well.. like father like son!! cheehh!!

Part II of my bday coming soon.. tunggu tanggal main nya yeee.. hahahahahahha

XOXO,

bday girl.

miss.u

when you look me in the eyes, and tell me that you love me.

everything's alright, when you're right here by my side.

when you look me in the eyes, i catch a glimpse of heaven.

i find my paradise, when you look me in the eyes

(Jonas Brothers-)

xoxo,

tired-work-23rd

sigh~ Today is a very2 tiring day.. when you actually wanted so badly to do work n manage ur time, sure got something came up, n in the end i would delay my schedule.. (cliche..)

my dumbass illustrator alwex pick the very best time to betray me!!!!!! idiotic softwares.. all these softwares, i dun understand them at all..!! WHY WHY WHY... I HAVEN'T SAVED MY WORK!! T-T

this is not the 1st time it happened to me.. aaaihh..this computer thingy, i just dun get them..it is a part of my life, i use it every single day without fail. although it is damn useful but stil it can never ever be trusted 100%.. suddenly i got think of this comic book tat i read b4, people's life depending on robot too much, until they can't even walk without a wheelchair machine.n robot that has inteligence more than human itself. is it worth it? i hope this world will nvr reach tat era. scary shit if it does..

but for me.. i cant live without my cell. hehehe

n anw... today is my dear's bday.. i wish i could wish him all de best, after everything tat he has been thru this few days.. i knw it's hard, but at least he stil hv me.. alwex will n alwex be..

love u...

xoxo,

sweet sweet nice2

I woke up damnn early today, 11.30. wow! it's a big WOW okayyy... i dun normally wake up so early in weekends. hahahhaa. mind we all design student. crazy sh*t sleeper!

Today was good..went out to this designer mart by wondermilk in Damansara. it was pretty good..nice2 cute2.. hehe. but i didnt buy anything, just a brooch n THE EXTREMELY CUTE CUPPACAKES!!!! it was sweet....just like how it looked..i was so dumb, forgot to take the whole event pics. it's a shame i wont be able to share,..

i hv to say tat i todally in lurrveee wit polaroid mann...

then...after tat.. we went to ampang, for the korean sweets.. n the narcism started!

i hv to tell u guys..korean ice cream is the BEST!! okay.. japanese one oso..

my messy day

...my days r alwex shitty..coz im away fr home, the happiest thing is tat im alwex around my frens n all.. crazy darling babes all of them.. hehehhe
im eating my midnite snack while writing this, im hving spagetti fr snek house..spagetti in the middle of the nite.. hollaa!! gosh..the snek house dude took forevaaa to send the delivery.. as alwex! hahahaha. my room's condition is way beyond...i was too lazy to clean it up..if my bf sees my room, he is so gonna crack!!n treaten tat he wont evaa marry me! OMG!n my bathroomm......its even worse!!u dont wanna imagine.. *maluu* i hv to clean eventually..i knw.

another thing..
i stil wish tat my assignment wil finis by itself.. HAHAHAHAHHAHA
weekend is almost over, days gone n pass by so FASTT.. i dont wanna grow old so fast.. when i finis scul, when i hv to start looking for job, i cant imagine it.. i dunno whether i even hv any chance of career outta wat i hv studied. i come to think about responsibility n i dont wanna go anywhere near there. sounded selfish i knw, im being insecure, i feel tat i dun belong here. i figure i took the wrong path. design is not easy okay!! dun u guys think it is.. my bf alwex said "alarr..design only..just draw outta a piece of paper n tats it!" idiot!i dun wanna argue wit him.nobody cant ever understand unless u r one of us here.
i wish i can say i luv wat im doin rite now, but im not.

untitle-d

Today's holiday.. coz ezlina took leave (as alwex).. n i hv tons n tons of work to do mannn!!!

but today's extra special coz it's my housemate's bday!! NANCY 21st!! I just came bck from downstairs where they all squashed her with rotten egg n stuff..omg!! she smells like rotten crab.. hahahha. its her bday, so she just hv to accept it. ;P

we took damn funny pics n all.. cun cun cun!

bside all tat huanxi stuff.. i feel a lil bit uncomfortable inside. i came to think about some "stuff" n i feel so blessed that im stil around today. what had happened yesterday had already happened, shit happens sometimes n we just cant help it.. But will i keep telling myself all this?

i happened to take a personality test online, n im stil a plegmatic sanguine person.. i like the book better anw, the questions r more real n understandable.

i just wish watever happened, happened for a reason, helping us to develop to be a better person.. ya..ya..keep telling myself tat.

ps; missing my family n bf.. hehehe