vote earth

IT'S EARTH HOUR EVERYBODY!!
I, as a citizen of earth..hereby support Earth Hour with all my heart!! I'm really really thrilled that we get to participate in saving our mother earth..by doing something that is so simple..
This campaign should be made as a must in every country! It is only asking you to turn off your freakin lights, you still get to use electricity but just no lights. although if you want to participate in turning off all sort of electricity, it is therefore by choice..it would be even better of course. Now It's only LIGHTS!!! I think that earth hour should be held at least once a month.. one day of every month let's we all participate in doing the earth a favor, by switching off your lights for one hour. (I will try my best to participate.. hehehe..)
therefore.. lets earth hour-ing!!!
xoxo,

irresistable guilt

Aaaaaa.... I have never felt so guilty for quite some time.. and I never feel regret or guilty if I shop.. and TODAY!! I feel damn guilty..because I spent again.. when I had told myself not going to spend at least until end of this month!!! WTF... I am such a loser.. or at least I feel that way... aaarrghh...spending money is like an addiction..spending money, shopping, both in one packet..
I can't never really keep my finansial on stability.. sigh~ just need to let it out though.. I feel so disappointed..damn it!! This is called a "guilty pleasure" I suppose.. it feel so good but yet so bad all at the same time... urghh~
I seriously should consider saving money..seriously!!! as in serious seriously... *finger crossed*
>_<,

perfect-ly not!

Is there such thing called a perfect relationship? in it is where you find you perfect prince charming and you are the princess in your own fairytale story. what you see on the outside is it what it really is in the inside?
"a woman's heart is as deep as the ocean" (Rose Dawson, Titanic) ciieehh... what a cliche quote. btw.. what I am trying to say here is that I saw a friend of mine, she seems to be in a perfect relationship with the perfect guy, and she herself is very close to perfect as I might say. What is it to be said? what is there to be corrected? there is nothing wrong here! see..my point is.. when you are in (or at least what it is looked like) a perfect relationship, people have doubts, people fail to believe that it is true. Do people even believe in true love anymore? It is so weird what I'm saying here. Me myself seems to be in a quite perfect relationship here, but I don't think that I am. It is so tiring when people tell you about your perfect relationship all the time. you tend to complain and start to look for the flaw, because I don't believe in the word "perfect"

shoe fetishesm

I think I really am a serious shoe fetish.. these few days I'm feeling my desire towards heels is about to drive me nuts... I wish I'm staying in the states. ALL THE SHOES!! GOSH!!
I have been a good girl for the past few semesters, I didn't really buy a lot of shoes. I remember once back in foundation and 1st year, I use to buy at least 10pairs of shoes each sem. hahahahha. do not laugh at me! I do have a dream of having a shoe walking closet when I have my own house already next time.. I will fulfill that!!
Right NOW,
I'm aiming for oxford ankle boots, the dior-carrie-bradshaw in Sex n the city (or at least something similar), alligator skin square loafers, ankle wrapped heels, etc etc.........


I have been meaning to stack up stocks of heels before I graduate. I think I should really start wearing heels from now on. although flats are still the best, but I want to buy more heels.. I WANT TO! hehehe. wish me luckk!!!

xoxo,

first march-ing

OMG.. I can't believe how long I haven't been blogging.. hahahahha. ALL RIGHT!! I was toooooo lazy to.. but today..out of nowhere, I suddenly feel like blogging again!! pooffss... ;)
I came to think about precious moments.. it wasn't the figurine I was referring. tho it actually inspired me a bit about this particular blog.
I have been on facebook for sooooo long hours.. and I went to my mom's fb ( yeahh!! can u believe it? my mother?fb acc? she is so hip I have to say ) btw, she has been busy with my new born baby girl cousin. oouuww..she is soooooo cute!!! I was looking at all the photos that my mom posted and also the videos (I dont even know how to post a video in fb, and my mom does!) anw, her name is Chelsey Aurelie, she is like sooooo adorable..I cant wait to see her!!!! I really cant!!

Isn't she cutee?????? aaawwhh.... :)))
she is already two weeks old btw..

hahahah.. am I too excited? *woops*
oya.. I took this random quiz in fb that sasha tagged me. there were a list of things that you have to put a tick on if you think it suits you. The total of the ticks is the age you will be getting married. and I got 24! does it mean that I'm gonna get married at 24 years old? hahahhaha. nothing is impossible I have to say.. but not NOW!!definitely I am not ready to have a family yet..my own family I mean.. it sounds so scary..thinking about it.. geez.. will I be able to? I can't even manage my own self now!!how about a family???! okok.. focus..focus.. *pushing away the thoughts*
portfolio on the way.. uuurrgghhh...