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aiihh.. long time no see,blog.. hahaha

i hv been home for quite some time..almost a week to b precise.. been doin the normal routine.. sleep-eat-lazying-eat-sleep again..normal normal stuff which i beliv everybody sure agree when we-LUCT-students hv holiday!!

hahhahahahha

i had misop ayam today as dinner.. my maid's the bestt..she can cook watever u wish for.. YUM YUMYUMMYY~~~

its something tat look n taste like this. hehe.

its weekend, n i went n see my friend n my ex-classmate, iveny. she got married last year, n had a son mid last year. i met her n another friend, n her son is almost 1-year-old alreadyyyy... OMG!! i had just flash back in my mind when i heard the news last year..i was shocked to the max! n her son-owen is damnnn cuteee...i hv to agree really.. n i met her husband-aldo which was my ex-classmate as well.he's a father!!im stil digesting wat i saw earlier, he as father..sooo way beyong imagination.. hahhaha. not to say im underestimating him,but okayyy..everyone who knows him sure agrees wit me.. but i hv to admit..he really is a father n truly love his son!! i wish i took some pic n show u guys. hehehe

anw, wat im trying to say here. wat i had seen, my fren,my other fren her husband. all the situation, im so not goin near there anytime soon. eventhough i wil one day (which is stil goin to b far ahead, i hv commited myself to b assure tat it is really far far ahead fr now),i wont wanna b like them.i hv stated my commitment level previous2 blog ago. n im stil sticking to it.

but wat had happened today is just emphasize on my thoughts more! i wanna travel, i wanna reach my goal, i wanna b successful inside out b4 i wanto commit. u wont wanna b a young mother stuck in this country taking care of ur baby alone w/out babysitter n staying wit ur mother-in-law. no offence, but i just dun agree wit it. tats all..

n............... THE ELECTRICITY JUST WENT OFF!!! SH*TT!!!! wat i hate most about home is thiss..exactlyy thiss!! electricity off...wtf!!!

so, im hanging on to my battery..sadly i hv to off soon..

my blog today is a bit random..hahaha.just feel like blogging but nth much to blog, so ok la.. write wat i hv today.. hohoho.

anw, im looking forward to go to BALII SOONNN... OMG OMG OMG..

wish i'd hv a blast..everything goes well.. *fingers cross*

n..missing ma dudettes..

xoxo,

IT's O-V-E-R

FINALLY... MY SEMESTER SIX IS O-V-E-R.. im not overreacting..but im seriously glad its done!!! this is the most hectic sem everrr.. i couldnt imagine how i hv survived it..but i did!!
today was all about fun fun fun!!no more assign, no more tutorials, no more sathish, no more Dr D, no more daniel, no more ezlina, no more miss usa.. no more all!!! (next sem we'll c laya) hahahahha.

i went to pavillion, with kania,ki2,indra,sara. but we dropped sara off in damansara to meet her dad, so she doesnt count. hehehe. we shop-shop-shop!!no buts!!just shop!! i need to refresh myself..i really do!!!!!!!!we all need it okayy.. after wat had happened with sathish..

helooowww..it was a disaster..i even feel myself dont wanto ever talk to him anymore!! i hv to tell it out. after the T-partay we stil got his final presentesi, ludo(duh..) in the middle of the sem, he told us tat we need video presentation, n it was wat curtin n spm asked for n bla3 shit! we did of coz.. we dont wan to fail la.. i hvnt slept properly for the past week, it was all about typo n ludo. approximately i only slept 3-4hours a day, n basically the last 2days b4 the presentesi, i didnt sleep at all.. none of us did. we were running here n there, shooting, editing the video n all.shit happened, my video couldnt convert n in the end can, n also all sort of shitty things. we GDD student had been a pain to the multimedia student, we had busied them wit our work, some of them didnt sleep also coz helping us editing the video. for waT?NOTHING.. i tell u N-O-T-H-I-N-G. on tat day, the presentation day.. they cancelled the video presentation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTF.......after everything tat we'd been thru???!!! u just said it was cancelled???!! n the worst thing was, the other lect didnt even knw about the video!!! WTF WTF????!!!
everybody started to be emotional. my coordinator, sara cried.. she cried!!!she neverr cry.. n then kiki, n then nancy.. omg.. i almost did oso..but i figure out i must not!!coz i hv to save the presentation, coz sara refused to talk at all.. i hv to..i knw i hv to n i can! n i did.. i presented..watever result..i dun care.. i just went n got it over with..
everybody got so emotional, me too..i didnt even wanto look at sathish. i didnt hate him, but i do now.. it was too much!! we were not appreciated..!! Fck with miscommunication..fck misunderstanding!!no such thing!! i asked him billion times to cancel it, coz we couldnt make it..bla3..we complaint, but stil we did it,we finished it,no sleep at all... OKAYYY!!!
i wouldnt take any comment on this.. its personal..i dun care..
but its done.. we wont meet him anymore next sem.. no more..!!!

n about todayyyy............
KUNGFU PANDA rawkss!!!! the 3D was OMG OMG BTCHESS..............sooooo gooodddd.....
i was AMAZED TO THE MAX.. n the storyline was good also.. an absoFCKINlutely must watch!!! flying applause for Dreamworks!!

my left over stuff..

n my mcDREAMY...made of honor..so gonna watch it!! tomolo mayb.. wil blog the spoilers.. HEHEHEHE. ;P

xoxo,

holidae girl..

Friday the 13th

this blog is not wat u think it was.. its not anything spooky or even close to it at all.. it was about my Typography subject exhibition on the date of 13 june 2008. okayy..i shud hv upload this blog asap, but then too much of things to catch up.. i'll tell the whole story, dun worry.. hhehehehe.. okay..so it was my final for typography application subject this sem 6. n IT RAWKSS!!!! i hv to admit tat ezlina actually did good this sem, although she was fussy n all..but it paid off!!!! the exhibition was named T' party. T’ Party literally means an evening social get-together of ‘Typography Party’ which also corresponds with ‘Tea Party’. Blurring the lines and throwing out the stereotypes, this is a casual experimental typography event that covers a wide variety of applications that presents current trends and directions of modern and mixed media typography. In addition, there will be a typographic art installation and audiovisual performance that includes an experimental video and motion graphic. it consists of of 9 groups of Graphic design n multimedia major students, 5-6 in a group to create an art installation that applied the essence of typography in it.
Guys... GREAT JOB!! im so proud of the whole GDD 6.. best sem!! hahahha
to all my group mates.. indra, christian, ditya, angga.. coudnt hv done it w/out u guys.. thankyuuu...........

Moi~ group work!

love the sweetest cuppacakess!!

tat's all the guys hv done.. the party was splendid.. our sleepless nite paid of..

DONE!!! it has never felt better.. though we stil thought of SATHISH's work afterwards for monday.. nahh..there's another story.. next blog k..

xoxo,

so called princess

giving in.. that's what I do best.. will anything ever will b good enough?
I tried.. I hv been trying all my life.. n finally.. I stop.I quit trying.

I'm surrounding by 3 parents. for God's sake!!

thin line in between

I had a weird dream.. it didnt seem real, but at the same time mayb it did. I dreamt about my parents' bestfriend who passed away early this year. I was shocked when I heard the news that time, I couldnt believe that the man that I just met few weeks ago n sat down together for dinner was gone. n suddenly out of nowhere I dreamt of him yesterday.
I was in this huge place/house where there was separate rooms, it was like I was looking around the place where somebody guiding me what's this and what's that. n suddenly we were in this room where it was spacious with windows in front of me, n next to the windows there was a dining table with chairs, n I saw him sitting quietly, looking blankly. I called him directly, just like that. I wasnt afraid or shocked, I was just surprise. I called him n he looked, I walked to him n called him again. the lady who were showing me the room looked at me in a weird way n said there's no one there n thought that I was crazy or something, n she left.
I didnt care. I just walked to him n called him yet again, I said "uncle, where have u been?why r u here?they let u out!?" I stood in front of him n talked. he said, "yes, I'm fine. where's Cen ii?(referring to the wife) is she ok?how is she?" I didnt know what to say, in fact I remembered that I didnt say anything. he continued, "tell her that I'm fine now and dont worry, and please take care her." he called my name wrongly, I forgot what he called me, but he looked blur, but yet he talked to me and I knew that he recognized me,maybe he was just blurred. it's okay.
Suddenly out of nowhere I saw kevin(his son) next to us. He looked shock when he saw his father, he numbed for a while n started to yell. he was angry n throwing temper at his father, he kept on saying why he left so suddenly, why he left n nvr said anything. then he bcame silent. I tried to persuade him I guess, n said it's not his father's fault n he's fine now, that's what really mattered so stop blaming him or himself or everybody else. ( I think this was what I said)
Then I saw 2 praying tables on the floor in front of the table, at the bottom of the windows. labelled with Chinese Gods which I didnt know exactly the name (Im sorry), Both were red colors with red lamps, exactly like what every chinese family got in their house normally. I took 6 joysticks out and lit it, but it was so hard to lit the joysticks I dont know why. then I asked kevin to come n pray with me, for the father. I over lit the joysticks in the end, suddenly there were like bunch of joysticks in front of me that had been lit, n I just used my hand to take them n gave it to him, my hand was burned but I didnt feel it, then I thought I was dreaming (well, in fact I really WAS dreaming) I prayed n thanked God that he protected uncle n he was fine.
then.. I woke up.. I didnt have the chance to say goodbye, it's a shame.

when I woke up, I knew it was just a dream n it's ok. earlier in the dream I saw sara, my friend. she told me she cut her hair b4 I went to bed yesterday. then I dreamt of her new hair, in the dream I met her n I was like " ur hair stil soo long la,sara..cut a bit only n u said short, wth.." then she shown me the back of her hair n indeed it was short,then long to the front.
anw, what am I trying to say here is that, I met her for lunch few hours ago, n I had the same conversation wit her. OMG! but different place of coz. just that she really cut her hair the way I dreamt. so I started to think about uncle Welly n whether that dream I dreamt was real.
I told my mother about it throughout lunch, n she was also surprised, she was asking why I could dream of him.(helooo..do I get to choose what to dream?) she asked whether I thought of him a lot, of coz not.. I hardly do. she was asking what he said, how his condition, how he looked, etc. I answered of coz..as what I remembered.
again... weird....
but inside, I still thank God, despite whether it's true o not in my dream n how is he then.
Thank You.. :)