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my last and final

2009-06-14T11:34:00.000-07:00

I cant believe that it's done. although not exactly done, but my final and showcase had taken place. now it is the way to a new chapter.
I felt sad, happy, thrill, sweet, sour, butterflies in my stomach, all at the same time. it is so touching how when I look at each and everyone of them and think that this is going to end so very soon. how much I adore each and everyone of those in the showcase together with myself.
no words cant ever describe how thankful I am being able to be together with you guys throughout the whole progress. we made it guys! we really made it! and I wish you all well and all the very best in the coming future. at a point, I would think that I would never want to part from this, but it will be impossible.
and now.. we are able to officially call ourselves graphic designer.
thank you for everything. and I love you all.
:')

_ired!

The full team.

moi darling chong.

mine!

xoxo,

shoepost

2009-05-23T12:08:00.000-07:00

yelloo.... today is a good day..because 1st!I didnt do any work.. 2nd!my shoes from sg finally reached... hahahahha.. I bought it online from my friend's shop

It was as I expected, the quality of the stuff is nice,its a cute and comfortable ballerina flats. but probably not really worth the price I paid. but oh well..I was trying out online shopping though. so it was overall okay..

mind the bad pictures k..it looks better in real..
hahahha.. a hint for "I want a new digicam"
;))

turning 22

2009-05-13T09:40:00.000-07:00

hahahahhaha..
people... i'm 22.. n yes..im on my way to oldism..
i've nothing much to say beside that this is my last current semester, my last current semester where me and my friends will be together, (now i actually regret a bit coz i never gave speech last nite) ;P
well.. never ever could say how much all these 4 years have meant to me.. and thinking that it's gonna end soon leave a hole in moi heart.. :")

thanks guys.. for everything.

xoxo,

ps; i'll have the pictures post later on.. hehehe. and to my darling chong..i love the blogpost.. thankyuu.. u made me wanna cry.. hiks~

MAC KLCC OFFICIALLY SUCKS!! BIG TIME!!

2009-05-10T10:18:00.000-07:00

Remember my last blog? about kernel panic. here's the very detail story about it , until now...

The second I reached my apartment after my semester break, I put down my stuff and then I was off to mac centre. The nearest was in Sunway pyramid, it wasn’t the service centre but I had no choice but to try. There then I met this annoying thinks-he-knows-it-all-better-than-anyone guy who told me the only choice was to format my laptop, therefore I had no choice and then I told him to format for me. But then I had to pay Rm150 for the service because service was not a part of the warranty terms and conditions. I was already pissed off with him then I didn’t leave it there to format, I then asked Carmen to help me format my laptop because she did it before. Once we were home, directly went on business, inserted CD and all but BOOM! I couldn’t format, because everytime I tried, the Kernel Panic thing would popped out and ruined everything. I was devastated! Then I decided to go to the service centre in KLCC the next day. We went to KLCC and asked for help, I was in no mood at all already. Then the guy in the mac centre told me that I had to leave my laptop therefore they can check and then I would be informed with any kind of information regarding my mac’s condition. I had no choice but to leave it and went home. Luckily that week wasn’t that busy yet, I can still manage to coop with my work afterwards. I was waiting and waiting for the confirmation of my laptop throughout the week, I felt lost during the time because I seemed to have nowhere to go to, if I was home I couldn’t really do anything, then I was always not at home. There’s a part of me where I felt like there was no purpose of me going home to, it was just so devastated.

Then a few days later, I got a call from the mac centre that said my laptop would be ready by the weekend and they were then fixing it with no serious problem. I don’t care that I have to pay Rm150 for the service as long as my laptop comes back in one piece I would be fine. This whole two weeks have been a disaster with that problem so I am really glad that it is finally fixed.

I went to KLCC to pick up my laptop, before I took it back of course I tried it out first. It was absolutely brand new again because they had reformatted it and it was then the standard macbook like when I first bought it. I was relieved that the kernel panic nightmare was finally over and I could get back to work as soon as possible although I still had some adjusting to do about the installation of the software and all.

I took it back on that Saturday, I was home quite late because we were out until dinner time from KL. I reached home and I turned my laptop on. First it was fine, everything went smoothly and I was adjusting my spacing, profile, dock, and the tool bar. And then BOOM!! The kernel panic table came out AGAIN!!!! I was speechless, seriously I didn’t know what to say or do or react or what so ever should I feel. I just broke down, I broke down hard. If the thing just came out again after reformatting, so meaning it wasn’t fixed. I was furious! I think if the mac guy was in front of me I would literally smack him and yelled at him what the hell have you been doing for the pass week??!!! Can you imagine how frustrating that was? I didn’t even know what to do seriously. During that moment it was only silence and I wasn’t overreacting about the whole situation.

The very next day, early morning I called to the mac centre in KLCC and I asked for the guy. Then the sales guy told me that the service was closed on Sunday then I would have to go back only on Monday. Enough said, I just waited until the next day. On Monday, I went there alone early morning after they opened the store. I went back and told the guy the same problem and I was meant to be angry at him actually, but he was so nice and so helpful I just couldn’t let myself scolding him and also if my laptop would be kept there again I would have to be nicer or else who knows what would happen. Then I told him about the kernel panic and then he checked it for me, but everything was fine! See.. exactly how frustrating that could be. When it was with me it turned error, but then when it was supposed to be fixed it stayed fine all the way. But it only lasted for an hour ( at least half an hour longer than the last time I tried back home ). Then the guy said I would have to leave it again and he said it was most probably the mother board. That time I was already asking for a full warranty exchange of a new macbook, but he said he couldn’t do that because I had nearly have it with me for a year and it’s full hardware warranty only. I don’t know how that works but I was just too damn lazy and too damn tired to argue about that. I don’t care I just want it to be fixed. End of story.

And for the next upcoming thing. people said third time's a charm! BULLSH*T!! can u imagine having to go back to the same place 3 times and your mac is still not fixed??!!! I called, I really called AGAIN! and this time he guarantee that it is fixed, because they had already changed the motherboard (yeah! note: THE MOTHER BOARD) so it's supposed to be a brand new laptop already then. Alright, I went again! hope to pick it up and gladly switching back to my own laptop. When I was about to pick it up, I again tried it 1st. then I pressed the power button. Right before the icons came out, JRENG!!!! can you imagine for the 3rd time I had it fixed and it kept coming back? exactly!!!! I WAS TOO PISSED TO EVEN TALK! the guy was apologizing. I don't need his apology, I just want him to change a new one for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but he said it's impossible, and we had some arguments for a while, in the end I think I was too tired to even feel a thing. I'm letting my mom bringing it back to Indo where I bought it in the 1st place. and IF the people in Indo can fixed it and the problem is only a small part, I would go back and smack the guy on the face, seriously!!

MY LAPTOP WAS UNDER THEY SURVEILLANCE FOR MORE THAN 3WEEKS, WTF THEY HAVE BEEN DOING??!!! IDIOT BASTARDS!!!!

MAC KLCC (OR MAYBE MALAYSIA) SUCK!! AND THEY ARE LIARS.. I WON'T BELIEVE ANYMORE OF THEIR WORDS AND NEITHER SHOULD YOU..

kernel panic!!

2009-04-16T22:32:00.000-07:00

I AM FREAKIN OUT!!!!!
my mackie is having this problem that I hv no idea how to solve.. I am not a technology person ok!how the hell Im supposed to solve this Kernel Panic thingy??!!!
HELPPPPP.........

3mins pause

2009-04-05T09:24:00.000-07:00

I am thiiisss close to throw my stuff.. my goodness!! what on earth am I thinking.. I JUST COULDN'T focus... even if the slightest thing goes wrong, I'll feel like crap that very instance!!
All the smells from the kitchen went in my room, and now my mood is spoilt..my room smells like scramble egg. great!!! I get annoyed easily at times like this...no offense!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA........ I hate hate hate writing.for this moment I really do.
T-T

vote earth!

2009-04-01T07:03:00.000-07:00

I just want to share this link with you.. There's really no word to describe though.. I was really touched when I saw it..
http://www.boston.com/bigpicture/2009/03/earth_hour_2009.html

;) enjoy!

ps; I was just wondering, where the hell was klcc?
& happy April fool.

vote earth

2009-03-28T05:52:00.000-07:00

IT'S EARTH HOUR EVERYBODY!!
I, as a citizen of earth..hereby support Earth Hour with all my heart!! I'm really really thrilled that we get to participate in saving our mother earth..by doing something that is so simple..
This campaign should be made as a must in every country! It is only asking you to turn off your freakin lights, you still get to use electricity but just no lights. although if you want to participate in turning off all sort of electricity, it is therefore by choice..it would be even better of course. Now It's only LIGHTS!!! I think that earth hour should be held at least once a month.. one day of every month let's we all participate in doing the earth a favor, by switching off your lights for one hour. (I will try my best to participate.. hehehe..)
therefore.. lets earth hour-ing!!!
xoxo,

irresistable guilt

2009-03-27T08:59:00.000-07:00

Aaaaaa.... I have never felt so guilty for quite some time.. and I never feel regret or guilty if I shop.. and TODAY!! I feel damn guilty..because I spent again.. when I had told myself not going to spend at least until end of this month!!! WTF... I am such a loser.. or at least I feel that way... aaarrghh...spending money is like an addiction..spending money, shopping, both in one packet..
I can't never really keep my finansial on stability.. sigh~ just need to let it out though.. I feel so disappointed..damn it!! This is called a "guilty pleasure" I suppose.. it feel so good but yet so bad all at the same time... urghh~
I seriously should consider saving money..seriously!!! as in serious seriously... *finger crossed*
>_<,

perfect-ly not!

2009-03-23T06:55:00.000-07:00

Is there such thing called a perfect relationship? in it is where you find you perfect prince charming and you are the princess in your own fairytale story. what you see on the outside is it what it really is in the inside?
"a woman's heart is as deep as the ocean" (Rose Dawson, Titanic) ciieehh... what a cliche quote. btw.. what I am trying to say here is that I saw a friend of mine, she seems to be in a perfect relationship with the perfect guy, and she herself is very close to perfect as I might say. What is it to be said? what is there to be corrected? there is nothing wrong here! see..my point is.. when you are in (or at least what it is looked like) a perfect relationship, people have doubts, people fail to believe that it is true. Do people even believe in true love anymore? It is so weird what I'm saying here. Me myself seems to be in a quite perfect relationship here, but I don't think that I am. It is so tiring when people tell you about your perfect relationship all the time. you tend to complain and start to look for the flaw, because I don't believe in the word "perfect"

shoe fetishesm

2009-03-23T01:39:00.000-07:00

I think I really am a serious shoe fetish.. these few days I'm feeling my desire towards heels is about to drive me nuts... I wish I'm staying in the states. ALL THE SHOES!! GOSH!!
I have been a good girl for the past few semesters, I didn't really buy a lot of shoes. I remember once back in foundation and 1st year, I use to buy at least 10pairs of shoes each sem. hahahahha. do not laugh at me! I do have a dream of having a shoe walking closet when I have my own house already next time.. I will fulfill that!!
Right NOW,
I'm aiming for oxford ankle boots, the dior-carrie-bradshaw in Sex n the city (or at least something similar), alligator skin square loafers, ankle wrapped heels, etc etc.........

I have been meaning to stack up stocks of heels before I graduate. I think I should really start wearing heels from now on. although flats are still the best, but I want to buy more heels.. I WANT TO! hehehe. wish me luckk!!!

xoxo,

first march-ing

2009-03-17T07:44:00.000-07:00

OMG.. I can't believe how long I haven't been blogging.. hahahahha. ALL RIGHT!! I was toooooo lazy to.. but today..out of nowhere, I suddenly feel like blogging again!! pooffss... ;)
I came to think about precious moments.. it wasn't the figurine I was referring. tho it actually inspired me a bit about this particular blog.
I have been on facebook for sooooo long hours.. and I went to my mom's fb ( yeahh!! can u believe it? my mother?fb acc? she is so hip I have to say ) btw, she has been busy with my new born baby girl cousin. oouuww..she is soooooo cute!!! I was looking at all the photos that my mom posted and also the videos (I dont even know how to post a video in fb, and my mom does!) anw, her name is Chelsey Aurelie, she is like sooooo adorable..I cant wait to see her!!!! I really cant!!

Isn't she cutee?????? aaawwhh.... :)))
she is already two weeks old btw..

hahahah.. am I too excited? *woops*
oya.. I took this random quiz in fb that sasha tagged me. there were a list of things that you have to put a tick on if you think it suits you. The total of the ticks is the age you will be getting married. and I got 24! does it mean that I'm gonna get married at 24 years old? hahahhaha. nothing is impossible I have to say.. but not NOW!!definitely I am not ready to have a family yet..my own family I mean.. it sounds so scary..thinking about it.. geez.. will I be able to? I can't even manage my own self now!!how about a family???! okok.. focus..focus.. *pushing away the thoughts*
portfolio on the way.. uuurrgghhh...

NAN's

2008-08-19T08:17:00.000-07:00

aiiihh... its me again here..after sooo long since my last blog. nth much to blog so i guess why waste so many stupid blog talking about my boring back to school life.

today is a very special day! it's nancy's grandfinal for the shu uemura design contest at 1 utama. the whole gank went n supported her!!! yapp... she's one of the top ten finalist, together with catherine n Jenn (eee..helooo..) hahahahha. happy for all of them la...

we as in me,carmen, kiki,sara,indra,kania,sasha,retha,yulius,erika,vivi,vianna,sylvv,eric,eche were there as the noisiest n loudest crowd u can ever imagine, cheering and supporting nancy!! along wit nan's sista Julie as well... we were screaming n cheering n it was all very exciting!!!

then... jreng..jreng...jrenggg....reached the time where the winner would be announced. 2nd runner up is..... Catherine!!!! congrats...congrats!!! here comes the 1st runner up..who was................... NANCYY!!!! AIIIHH....omg omg omg... we were jumping n cheering n i am soooo happyyyy for her...!!! i lurvveeee her design.. as alwex...like nancy.. hehehhe. we all love her... CONGRATULATION NANCY....!!! MUACH MUACH..!!!!

n after terang..terbit lah badai... the grand prize winner is jen tuan ean chen.

i was shocked. shocked until my jawbone almost dropped. my mouth was practically opened n stunned for like how many seconds. how come? yes..exactly..how come?? i dropped a tear mannn.... wtp!!! she won!!wtp wtp..!! i stil couldnt get myself to believe it.

allrite..mayb her concept was brilliant, mayb her final product was amazing. okaay.. i got it..

congratulation to her also.. may this experience taught us tat we shouldnt look down on people.

anw...enuf.. stil.. congratulations nancy!!! this blog dedicated to uu...

mux!

xoxo,

B.A.L.I.!.!.!.!.

2008-07-21T06:23:00.000-07:00

BALIII................... how i LOOOOVVEEE balii...
too bad its over.. my 1 week trip.haiiz..
though its not perfect.. but for me it is!! chillin' at the beach..see sunsets..plus!wit moi darling bf.. sounds so romantic huh?! hhahahha.
kuta beach for sure.. beach n shopping!!
waterboom.. im not a fun person for all these games, but it was fun!
nusa dua.. water sports!
Tanah Lot.. the sunset..to die for...
ubud.. BEBEK BENGIL!gila parah enaknya!!
pasar sukawati..hahahha..experienced the cheatings n bargainings..
actually wanto watch kecak dance at uluwatu,but then they all disagree..fools..cant appreciate art.. chehh... i watched b4,but then wanto again.. ahhahahha

i think i hv visited almost the whole bali.. mostly i hv been b4..but stil i luv to go again n again..
i cant really write everything down about the whole trip.. it was just GREAT...!! til i hv a goal tat i add on to my list..i hv to own a cozy villa in bali b4 i turn 30. hehehe.
wish to go bck again anytime soon..hehe.

oya..my bf tried bungee jumpiinnnggg.... i crave to do one myself oso..but i was too chicken shit to..it was 45m high!!!dun think its not high okayy... it was soooo scary.. but then he did it!!n he said it was the best experience evaa... hikhik.. i think i will one day..i wil..i wil..
my bf was the ultimate one..he tried everything..when i say everything, note!it really is everything! fr slides to surfing, diving to bungee jumping.. ALL he tried.. two thumbs up for him!but ya..i knw fr the beginning he would..so, im not really surprise..

but...its over.. memories..
stil.. all tat i can say is.. i loveee bali
xoxo,

randomly

2008-06-28T05:48:00.000-07:00

aiihh.. long time no see,blog.. hahaha

i hv been home for quite some time..almost a week to b precise.. been doin the normal routine.. sleep-eat-lazying-eat-sleep again..normal normal stuff which i beliv everybody sure agree when we-LUCT-students hv holiday!!

hahhahahahha

i had misop ayam today as dinner.. my maid's the bestt..she can cook watever u wish for.. YUM YUMYUMMYY~~~

its something tat look n taste like this. hehe.

its weekend, n i went n see my friend n my ex-classmate, iveny. she got married last year, n had a son mid last year. i met her n another friend, n her son is almost 1-year-old alreadyyyy... OMG!! i had just flash back in my mind when i heard the news last year..i was shocked to the max! n her son-owen is damnnn cuteee...i hv to agree really.. n i met her husband-aldo which was my ex-classmate as well.he's a father!!im stil digesting wat i saw earlier, he as father..sooo way beyong imagination.. hahhaha. not to say im underestimating him,but okayyy..everyone who knows him sure agrees wit me.. but i hv to admit..he really is a father n truly love his son!! i wish i took some pic n show u guys. hehehe

anw, wat im trying to say here. wat i had seen, my fren,my other fren her husband. all the situation, im so not goin near there anytime soon. eventhough i wil one day (which is stil goin to b far ahead, i hv commited myself to b assure tat it is really far far ahead fr now),i wont wanna b like them.i hv stated my commitment level previous2 blog ago. n im stil sticking to it.

but wat had happened today is just emphasize on my thoughts more! i wanna travel, i wanna reach my goal, i wanna b successful inside out b4 i wanto commit. u wont wanna b a young mother stuck in this country taking care of ur baby alone w/out babysitter n staying wit ur mother-in-law. no offence, but i just dun agree wit it. tats all..

n............... THE ELECTRICITY JUST WENT OFF!!! SH*TT!!!! wat i hate most about home is thiss..exactlyy thiss!! electricity off...wtf!!!

so, im hanging on to my battery..sadly i hv to off soon..

my blog today is a bit random..hahaha.just feel like blogging but nth much to blog, so ok la.. write wat i hv today.. hohoho.

anw, im looking forward to go to BALII SOONNN... OMG OMG OMG..

wish i'd hv a blast..everything goes well.. *fingers cross*

n..missing ma dudettes..

xoxo,

IT's O-V-E-R

2008-06-17T13:58:00.000-07:00

FINALLY... MY SEMESTER SIX IS O-V-E-R.. im not overreacting..but im seriously glad its done!!! this is the most hectic sem everrr.. i couldnt imagine how i hv survived it..but i did!!
today was all about fun fun fun!!no more assign, no more tutorials, no more sathish, no more Dr D, no more daniel, no more ezlina, no more miss usa.. no more all!!! (next sem we'll c laya) hahahahha.

i went to pavillion, with kania,ki2,indra,sara. but we dropped sara off in damansara to meet her dad, so she doesnt count. hehehe. we shop-shop-shop!!no buts!!just shop!! i need to refresh myself..i really do!!!!!!!!we all need it okayy.. after wat had happened with sathish..

helooowww..it was a disaster..i even feel myself dont wanto ever talk to him anymore!! i hv to tell it out. after the T-partay we stil got his final presentesi, ludo(duh..) in the middle of the sem, he told us tat we need video presentation, n it was wat curtin n spm asked for n bla3 shit! we did of coz.. we dont wan to fail la.. i hvnt slept properly for the past week, it was all about typo n ludo. approximately i only slept 3-4hours a day, n basically the last 2days b4 the presentesi, i didnt sleep at all.. none of us did. we were running here n there, shooting, editing the video n all.shit happened, my video couldnt convert n in the end can, n also all sort of shitty things. we GDD student had been a pain to the multimedia student, we had busied them wit our work, some of them didnt sleep also coz helping us editing the video. for waT?NOTHING.. i tell u N-O-T-H-I-N-G. on tat day, the presentation day.. they cancelled the video presentation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTF.......after everything tat we'd been thru???!!! u just said it was cancelled???!! n the worst thing was, the other lect didnt even knw about the video!!! WTF WTF????!!!
everybody started to be emotional. my coordinator, sara cried.. she cried!!!she neverr cry.. n then kiki, n then nancy.. omg.. i almost did oso..but i figure out i must not!!coz i hv to save the presentation, coz sara refused to talk at all.. i hv to..i knw i hv to n i can! n i did.. i presented..watever result..i dun care.. i just went n got it over with..
everybody got so emotional, me too..i didnt even wanto look at sathish. i didnt hate him, but i do now.. it was too much!! we were not appreciated..!! Fck with miscommunication..fck misunderstanding!!no such thing!! i asked him billion times to cancel it, coz we couldnt make it..bla3..we complaint, but stil we did it,we finished it,no sleep at all... OKAYYY!!!
i wouldnt take any comment on this.. its personal..i dun care..
but its done.. we wont meet him anymore next sem.. no more..!!!

n about todayyyy............
KUNGFU PANDA rawkss!!!! the 3D was OMG OMG BTCHESS..............sooooo gooodddd.....
i was AMAZED TO THE MAX.. n the storyline was good also.. an absoFCKINlutely must watch!!! flying applause for Dreamworks!!

my left over stuff..

n my mcDREAMY...made of honor..so gonna watch it!! tomolo mayb.. wil blog the spoilers.. HEHEHEHE. ;P

xoxo,

holidae girl..

Friday the 13th

2008-06-17T13:37:00.000-07:00

this blog is not wat u think it was.. its not anything spooky or even close to it at all.. it was about my Typography subject exhibition on the date of 13 june 2008. okayy..i shud hv upload this blog asap, but then too much of things to catch up.. i'll tell the whole story, dun worry.. hhehehehe.. okay..so it was my final for typography application subject this sem 6. n IT RAWKSS!!!! i hv to admit tat ezlina actually did good this sem, although she was fussy n all..but it paid off!!!! the exhibition was named T' party. T’ Party literally means an evening social get-together of ‘Typography Party’ which also corresponds with ‘Tea Party’. Blurring the lines and throwing out the stereotypes, this is a casual experimental typography event that covers a wide variety of applications that presents current trends and directions of modern and mixed media typography. In addition, there will be a typographic art installation and audiovisual performance that includes an experimental video and motion graphic. it consists of of 9 groups of Graphic design n multimedia major students, 5-6 in a group to create an art installation that applied the essence of typography in it.
Guys... GREAT JOB!! im so proud of the whole GDD 6.. best sem!! hahahha
to all my group mates.. indra, christian, ditya, angga.. coudnt hv done it w/out u guys.. thankyuuu...........

Moi~ group work!

love the sweetest cuppacakess!!

tat's all the guys hv done.. the party was splendid.. our sleepless nite paid of..

DONE!!! it has never felt better.. though we stil thought of SATHISH's work afterwards for monday.. nahh..there's another story.. next blog k..

xoxo,

so called princess

2008-06-02T07:52:00.000-07:00

giving in.. that's what I do best.. will anything ever will b good enough?
I tried.. I hv been trying all my life.. n finally.. I stop.I quit trying.

I'm surrounding by 3 parents. for God's sake!!

thin line in between

2008-06-01T01:25:00.000-07:00

I had a weird dream.. it didnt seem real, but at the same time mayb it did. I dreamt about my parents' bestfriend who passed away early this year. I was shocked when I heard the news that time, I couldnt believe that the man that I just met few weeks ago n sat down together for dinner was gone. n suddenly out of nowhere I dreamt of him yesterday.
I was in this huge place/house where there was separate rooms, it was like I was looking around the place where somebody guiding me what's this and what's that. n suddenly we were in this room where it was spacious with windows in front of me, n next to the windows there was a dining table with chairs, n I saw him sitting quietly, looking blankly. I called him directly, just like that. I wasnt afraid or shocked, I was just surprise. I called him n he looked, I walked to him n called him again. the lady who were showing me the room looked at me in a weird way n said there's no one there n thought that I was crazy or something, n she left.
I didnt care. I just walked to him n called him yet again, I said "uncle, where have u been?why r u here?they let u out!?" I stood in front of him n talked. he said, "yes, I'm fine. where's Cen ii?(referring to the wife) is she ok?how is she?" I didnt know what to say, in fact I remembered that I didnt say anything. he continued, "tell her that I'm fine now and dont worry, and please take care her." he called my name wrongly, I forgot what he called me, but he looked blur, but yet he talked to me and I knew that he recognized me,maybe he was just blurred. it's okay.
Suddenly out of nowhere I saw kevin(his son) next to us. He looked shock when he saw his father, he numbed for a while n started to yell. he was angry n throwing temper at his father, he kept on saying why he left so suddenly, why he left n nvr said anything. then he bcame silent. I tried to persuade him I guess, n said it's not his father's fault n he's fine now, that's what really mattered so stop blaming him or himself or everybody else. ( I think this was what I said)
Then I saw 2 praying tables on the floor in front of the table, at the bottom of the windows. labelled with Chinese Gods which I didnt know exactly the name (Im sorry), Both were red colors with red lamps, exactly like what every chinese family got in their house normally. I took 6 joysticks out and lit it, but it was so hard to lit the joysticks I dont know why. then I asked kevin to come n pray with me, for the father. I over lit the joysticks in the end, suddenly there were like bunch of joysticks in front of me that had been lit, n I just used my hand to take them n gave it to him, my hand was burned but I didnt feel it, then I thought I was dreaming (well, in fact I really WAS dreaming) I prayed n thanked God that he protected uncle n he was fine.
then.. I woke up.. I didnt have the chance to say goodbye, it's a shame.

when I woke up, I knew it was just a dream n it's ok. earlier in the dream I saw sara, my friend. she told me she cut her hair b4 I went to bed yesterday. then I dreamt of her new hair, in the dream I met her n I was like " ur hair stil soo long la,sara..cut a bit only n u said short, wth.." then she shown me the back of her hair n indeed it was short,then long to the front.
anw, what am I trying to say here is that, I met her for lunch few hours ago, n I had the same conversation wit her. OMG! but different place of coz. just that she really cut her hair the way I dreamt. so I started to think about uncle Welly n whether that dream I dreamt was real.
I told my mother about it throughout lunch, n she was also surprised, she was asking why I could dream of him.(helooo..do I get to choose what to dream?) she asked whether I thought of him a lot, of coz not.. I hardly do. she was asking what he said, how his condition, how he looked, etc. I answered of coz..as what I remembered.
again... weird....
but inside, I still thank God, despite whether it's true o not in my dream n how is he then.
Thank You.. :)

wedding??

2008-05-23T08:18:00.000-07:00

I attended wi's sista wedding bck in Medan 20th may. It was super crowded..n I was so happy to b a part of it. I wish them a longlasting wedding til death do they apart, the very best upon their future with great fortune n great babies. hehe.
During the whole wedding party, I was enjoying myself, getting the feel. Will I be that person one day..how would i feel, how's my wedding gonna be.. all sort of things rushing in my mind. all I can think of was how I wan my wedding dress to be.. hahahha. I will have a white chiffon dress,with a lot of layers..dreaming..dreaming.. hahaha.
if Wi is the one to b..then he is the one to b.. I leave it up to God to decide.
I love him, no doubt about tat. I knw he is too, even more than I do. ;)

when you talk about wedding, it is just all sort of feelings...I think Im not ready yet..Im looking at least another 4 or 5 years. Marriage is not easy, not just putting on a wedding gown n tats it!its all sort of responsibilities, in which I myself think that I cant afford yet. its once in a life time!! Im not being materialistic, but I do want stability. Love is the main thing of coz.. but we need others to at least complete it. like wat Tim Gunn fr Project runway alwex said,"make it work,designers." we need supporting things to make it work. agree wit me,dontcha?
I wan a perfect wedding of my own. I will prepare every single detail n play in every part of it, enjoying every single moment of it as I go thru. I will have it..in a few years.. hahhahahha. Im mature now i guess..Im talking about wedding.. omg..
I would love to attend my friends wedding, guys..plis go 1st..dun wait up for me yaa.. hahahhahaha

xoxo,
the-todally-in-luv-girl

dreamalittle

2008-05-22T13:41:00.000-07:00

suddenly feel like blogging b4 i go to bed.. it's 5 am in the morning.. i just finished some stuffs for ezlina's cls..suckk as alwex.. ;P
earlier this day i went out to ikea wit carmen,indra and tepo. then we visited their sista's + family.. their nephew n niece were sooo cutee.. remind me of gilbert (my baby cousin, pic refer to previous blog) dunno how am i when im goin to b mother next time.. hahaha.. i wish to be like indra's sista, who is stil so hot n sooo pretty n stil hv lots pairs of shoes!! me n carmen actually counted, n OMG.. (she rawks!!) hahahahha LOVE LOVE LOVE SHOES!!!
then we came bck n i was teman-ing carmen picking up her auntie fr NZ. when suddenly, she got the reply fr Swinburne. i was stunned for 1sec, i knew for sure she was goin to b accepted (with o without the offer letter coming). she was jumping outta joy!! im sooo happy for her..she's pursuing her dream soon!! hehehe.. im sad of coz..we hv been togetha for like omg..since sem1. how am i supposed to go thru next sem without her. no idea laa.. but i cant say dun go..it would b selfish! just wishing her all the best.. stupid girl, u better do damnnnnn good in Swinburne i tell u..!!! or else... diee... hhehehhehe. im so gonna miz her around.. no more twosome, no more breakfast-lunch-dinner-supper. but wat to do.. :(
eh,lets go shopping soon!!! coats, jackets, boots, waiting..waiting.. hahahhahah
(i knw she's looking 4ward to it more than the leaving itself)

i wish i can go UK too..freakin expensive dream.. i'll keep on dreaming my little sweetdream.. though i wanto, but i cant. hahahha

xoxo,

family reunion

2008-05-21T07:32:00.000-07:00

supposely.. this blog is for 18th of may. but since tat i was in the suburb with no internet connectn..pls mind me.. hehe.
it was the celebration of my great grandma's 91st bday... it was a big party of togetherness..the whole big family was there. so..wish my grandma all the best n good health n faith n luck in the whole wide world.. hopefully she'll still have a long time to come..n we can still held her bday celebration when i already hv my kids around.. lol..
loph ya..!!

cutting the cake..

family

the naughtiest-but-i-love-the-most cousin

xoxo,

invaders.of.ma.bday.

2008-05-13T07:16:00.000-07:00

I AM 21!! LEGALLY LEGAL!!! AHAHAHHA
happy bday to mee!!!!!!
im really reaching the age where im supposed to be called a WOMAN!! darnn..
LOL..
im todally speechless about wat had just happened. better see the pics for yourself!!
LOVE YOU GUYS THE MAX!! hahahahhaha.
carmen, nancy, eriqa, sara, indra, kiki, kania, sasha, phi, eche, yuli n ewic. and all those who had wished me... my hugs n kisses!!
my deary..love u, though u couldnt b here. im seeing u soon.. muach!!
im a lil bit disappointed, coz my dad didnt wish me!!im goin to scold him to the max!n my stupid idiotic brother as well.. like father like son!! cheehh!!

Part II of my bday coming soon.. tunggu tanggal main nya yeee.. hahahahahahha

XOXO,

bday girl.

miss.u

2008-05-06T12:14:00.000-07:00

when you look me in the eyes, and tell me that you love me.

everything's alright, when you're right here by my side.

when you look me in the eyes, i catch a glimpse of heaven.

i find my paradise, when you look me in the eyes

(Jonas Brothers-)

xoxo,

tired-work-23rd

2008-05-05T14:12:00.000-07:00

sigh~ Today is a very2 tiring day.. when you actually wanted so badly to do work n manage ur time, sure got something came up, n in the end i would delay my schedule.. (cliche..)

my dumbass illustrator alwex pick the very best time to betray me!!!!!! idiotic softwares.. all these softwares, i dun understand them at all..!! WHY WHY WHY... I HAVEN'T SAVED MY WORK!! T-T

this is not the 1st time it happened to me.. aaaihh..this computer thingy, i just dun get them..it is a part of my life, i use it every single day without fail. although it is damn useful but stil it can never ever be trusted 100%.. suddenly i got think of this comic book tat i read b4, people's life depending on robot too much, until they can't even walk without a wheelchair machine.n robot that has inteligence more than human itself. is it worth it? i hope this world will nvr reach tat era. scary shit if it does..

but for me.. i cant live without my cell. hehehe

n anw... today is my dear's bday.. i wish i could wish him all de best, after everything tat he has been thru this few days.. i knw it's hard, but at least he stil hv me.. alwex will n alwex be..

love u...

xoxo,

sweet sweet nice2

2008-05-04T08:27:00.000-07:00

I woke up damnn early today, 11.30. wow! it's a big WOW okayyy... i dun normally wake up so early in weekends. hahahhaa. mind we all design student. crazy sh*t sleeper!

Today was good..went out to this designer mart by wondermilk in Damansara. it was pretty good..nice2 cute2.. hehe. but i didnt buy anything, just a brooch n THE EXTREMELY CUTE CUPPACAKES!!!! it was sweet....just like how it looked..i was so dumb, forgot to take the whole event pics. it's a shame i wont be able to share,..

i hv to say tat i todally in lurrveee wit polaroid mann...

then...after tat.. we went to ampang, for the korean sweets.. n the narcism started!

i hv to tell u guys..korean ice cream is the BEST!! okay.. japanese one oso..

my messy day

2008-05-03T12:03:00.000-07:00

...my days r alwex shitty..coz im away fr home, the happiest thing is tat im alwex around my frens n all.. crazy darling babes all of them.. hehehhe
im eating my midnite snack while writing this, im hving spagetti fr snek house..spagetti in the middle of the nite.. hollaa!! gosh..the snek house dude took forevaaa to send the delivery.. as alwex! hahahaha. my room's condition is way beyond...i was too lazy to clean it up..if my bf sees my room, he is so gonna crack!!n treaten tat he wont evaa marry me! OMG!n my bathroomm......its even worse!!u dont wanna imagine.. *maluu* i hv to clean eventually..i knw.

another thing..
i stil wish tat my assignment wil finis by itself.. HAHAHAHAHHAHA
weekend is almost over, days gone n pass by so FASTT.. i dont wanna grow old so fast.. when i finis scul, when i hv to start looking for job, i cant imagine it.. i dunno whether i even hv any chance of career outta wat i hv studied. i come to think about responsibility n i dont wanna go anywhere near there. sounded selfish i knw, im being insecure, i feel tat i dun belong here. i figure i took the wrong path. design is not easy okay!! dun u guys think it is.. my bf alwex said "alarr..design only..just draw outta a piece of paper n tats it!" idiot!i dun wanna argue wit him.nobody cant ever understand unless u r one of us here.
i wish i can say i luv wat im doin rite now, but im not.

untitle-d

2008-05-02T08:07:00.000-07:00

Today's holiday.. coz ezlina took leave (as alwex).. n i hv tons n tons of work to do mannn!!!

but today's extra special coz it's my housemate's bday!! NANCY 21st!! I just came bck from downstairs where they all squashed her with rotten egg n stuff..omg!! she smells like rotten crab.. hahahha. its her bday, so she just hv to accept it. ;P

we took damn funny pics n all.. cun cun cun!

bside all tat huanxi stuff.. i feel a lil bit uncomfortable inside. i came to think about some "stuff" n i feel so blessed that im stil around today. what had happened yesterday had already happened, shit happens sometimes n we just cant help it.. But will i keep telling myself all this?

i happened to take a personality test online, n im stil a plegmatic sanguine person.. i like the book better anw, the questions r more real n understandable.

i just wish watever happened, happened for a reason, helping us to develop to be a better person.. ya..ya..keep telling myself tat.

ps; missing my family n bf.. hehehe

beginning of month.. begin blogging...

2008-04-30T11:20:00.000-07:00

This is my 1st ever real blog ( well, bsides the 1 I had in fs, in which was ages ago since I last wrote it, no intension of writing it again anw ) ;P
I have no idea what strikes me to start writing this blog, but mayb partly is coz I wanted to n partly coz Carmen has been telling me billion times to do so, since tat she's moving to ozzie ( stupid girl, who ask u go!!?) hehehe. So she'll b able to keep track on me. hohohoho.
here goes....
well.. the 1st thing I did was.... I actually used my real full name for the very 1st time to set up my profile!! n I am proud of it!!! HAHAHAH.. (sorry.. rather idiot here)
Nth much to write about anw, it's just the beginning of month, so mayb it's just the right time to start this blogging thingy. This blog is actually consider as a decoy to avoid my assigns.. HAHAHAHA. (sorry saraaa..) omg!!I hateee hatee hateee all my assigns. I think I hv nvr been lazier in my whole entire 3-year-of-college life!! everything is just so boring boring boring (fullstop)